194.

I lost a couple more pounds. The scale is still not moving as much as I'd like it to. It's not reflecting how hard I am working. I am working much harder then the first time I lost weight & it's a lot harder to lose. I took this photo in a fitting room to send to my sister & ask for her opinion on whether or not I should buy it. I think I look like I've lost weight in this photo. I think that I must be losing inches and not pounds. I'm just going to keep trying & not give up. On Tuesday I am going to the Y to meet up w/ someone who works there. She is going to set me up on her workout plan & give me a little advice on what I should be doing. I hope that helps. I think that I need to add more strength training to my workout because I have 0% muscle mass. I read that women do not burn as many calories as men because they have less muscle mass. I wish it were as easy to lose weight as it is to gain it!

1 POUND!

It's pretty sad that I am this excited about 1 pound but the scale hasn't budged in forever. I am also smack dab in the middle of my period so I'm hoping that when I'm done, my body will drop a little more. I've successfully worked out everyday this week so far. I just hope I start seeing some more results.

Discouraged.

I have literally been 198 for 2, maybe 3 weeks now. I'm not sure what else I should be doing. I eat about 900 calories every single day & I work out for 20-40 minutes daily w/ cardio & sometimes w/ 5 pound weights. I have no idea what to do! Last time I was trying, the weight was just falling off. Maybe my body just needs to get used to this. I'm going to give it more time. I'm just not sure what else I could possibly do. Work out for 2 hours everyday? That would kill me!